Optimism Has Gone

Is it part of human nature that people like to compare themselves with others? Compare about how great your life is? Compare your wealth? Compare your results? Compare about every single thing! Maybe to most of the people, it makes them feel better to compare themselves especially with people who are not as good as them?

Maybe this can be another thing to add on to my ‘things that annoy me’ list.

I never like comparing with others. Just don’t see the point of doing it? Maybe at times I do compare with people who are better by taking it as a challenge to strive for the best!

I was trying to stay happy and calm even after I got back some of my results but it is so bad I can’t even smile anymore :( Optimism has gone! Now I can only tell myself

‘work harder next time Eunice!’

I’m always good at blaming others when I failed to do something. Blame the people around me, the time, Facebook? Blame everything but not myself. I think my name should be Lai(blame in Cantonese) Eunice. I really need to stop blaming others for everything that had happened and accept that I’m the root of all these!

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!

end this post with a happy picture of us at Wei Gee’s place. :)

tata.