Indecisive

Helo peeps.

Haven’t been writing lately. Not that I’m busy with anything, in fact I’m really really free doing nothing productive at home. These carefree days won’t last any longer cause I just enrolled myself in HELP for the upcoming intake. Classes are starting in May. I’m pretty excited though haha, haven’t been studying for 3 months. I’m quite happy with the fact that ZMei might be in the same class with me AGAIN. :D

Anyway, I’m not in my best mode recently. I’ve been going through a lot lately(that explains my absence in this blog)(a lot as in relationship issues hah. ok it’s nothing compared to the people facing natural disasters –.-)(so many brackets wtf). I seriously do not know what’s going on with my mind. I always hated myself for being such a indecisive person(I can take forever to decide what to eat on a menu). I’ve been like that since forever, not being able to make choices till someone pushes me into it. I need someone to constantly push me to move forward sigh. I’ll never take the initiative to move. Okay I’m getting out of topic.

Sigh so yeah. I’m going through some relationship issues which I choose not to elaborate here. I want this pain to end right NOW. Sigh. Please tell me what to do.

BTW, I went to Ipoh last Saturday with the PHG to surprise Kah Yung & Xue Feng lol. They are studying at Kampar. Gonna talk about that later in another post. Here is a video taken and edited by Phun. :)

MUST WATCH IT IN HD :D After looking at the quality of the video. I feel like having a DSLR too. :(

goodnight!